It's not dusk yet

It's not dusk yet

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind


How happy is the blameless vessle's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
-Eloisa to Abelard, Alexander Pope

im alive

I know, this blog seems dead. BUT, I'M ALIVE!!! WAHAHAH...ok whatever...

The reason why I havent been blogging, is cos i'm lazy to pen down my thoughts. Hmm, or more like, I don't seem to have anything in my thoughts now except for the exams. HA, and why am I blogging in the midst of everything?? Update on the exams. Finished 3 papers so far. 2 more to go whoot! And don't laugh at me cos my next 2 papers are on the 3rd and 4th, which are like the LAST days of all NUS exams. BAH. I think i didn't do too well for the first 2. My PS inquiry...although I studied the most for it, I absorbed the least. Dunno why. my brain just conveniently forgot. argh. Spore govt and politics...disasterous. I couldnt finish the paper=(. I couldn't find the clock in the exam hall so I was happily doing the first essay, thinking that i still had a lot of time left till i saw this tiny digital clock at the other end of the hall. 1 more hr to go and at least 8 pages to write. how?? gah. Today was jap lang. The listening comprehension was totally incomprehensible and inaudible cos of the echoes and i was sitting near the back. Plus the woman in the cd spoke so fast and..aiyah in short catch no ball. They shld just scrap the whole part la cos like everyone was complaining about it. The rest of the paper seemed ok. Hopefully. Still got foreign dip and genes and society to go. MCQs. Which means must study more. Neh.

Maybe my brain has totally degenerated since O Levels. I find it so hard to study for exams nowadays. The holidays after O Levels seemed to have lasted forever. If a surgeon were to open up my brain and search through the metal cabinet files in my mind( Its a very PS2102 concept, called conceptionalisation), they'd probably find loads of fluff, and more fluff. And maybe a piece on Donut Factory donuts, which I crave every once in a while although I've never had the opportunity to taste a single one. I mean, hey look at the 3-5 hr queue brother. But whats makes it so tantilising is the irrevocable fact that people actually get up and queue at 7am in the morning just to get the donuts. TELL ME, WHAT IS SO FACINATING ABOUT THE DONUTS!!! I may consider adding "queueing for donuts" on my holiday agenda list(yes, i already have a list. a very long one.) That's how determined I am, though the sane part of my braisn says its an insane thing to do. Well, at least its a little more saner than impulsively, in a complete act of desparation, declaring that i'm gonna marry the next guy who buys me the donuts. Whoosh.

Ok, aside from donuts, and silly you-tube videos and games that I've suddenly stumbled upon(don't you think how funny is it that all the good stuff online reveals their existence when you least want it to, especially near exam time?) , there's the phantom from the phantom of the opera. Haha...Went to watch it on the 11th of April with the WWF gang minus Janice and Jamie. WHoooo...It was really good! Although I still can't figure out how the phantom disappeared from the chair at the end..Man, the phantom exudes this very hypnotic charm and confidence that makes you want him as a muse too, regardless of badly scarred face and pervertic nature and all. Mystery men eh hehe. Just look at how many girls have him on their msn display pics.

Ah, and in a drawer in itself you'll probably find... drumroll....KimRaeWon!! HOHOHO. There is NO korean guy on earth hotter than KRW..Forget Bae Yong Jun( that was my mum's fav, thought I think she doen't like him anymore), Song Seung Heon. Trust me. Sigh. I feel like a teenager all over again. There I go oldifying myself again. In case your wondering, he's the seal trainer in My Love Patzzi, the guy in Love Story at Harvard and the guy in What star are you from?.


Gorgeous uh? Anyway, I realised im quite a K-drama junkie. I think i've watched like so many k-dramas, i can't even remember the names of those i've watched. Man, they're addictive. And very good conversation fillers haha. Currently, I'm watching Foxy Lady and Smile again on channel 55 weekends. So don't bother trying to call me on weekend nights 10.30-12.30. Haha...It's also a bonding session for me my mum and yes, my 82 yr old grandmother. Hmm, been also watching a little of 18vs29 on crunchy roll, this fabulous site u can watch whole korean dramas on. bliss. haha. been re-watching I love Patzzi on youtube sometimes. man i sound like such a slacker. I got study k, these k-dramas are meant for break times and de-stressing.

Some pics from what star are you from. They make a very good couple uh? Shld intro the girl to Ah teck, whom other than mushrooms seems to have a hidden fetish about koren girls like the one from My Sassy Girl whaha.






I think I've been having fetishes lately. Like sunflower fetishes and starfishes. Squeals!



Oh man look at the SEA of sunflowers!!!

Don't they just make your day=)

End with a verse that's been carrying me through the exams.

Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord, is Rock eternal. Isaiah40:29-31