Off to the land of a thousand smiles

Somehow, think this holiday seems more hectic than term time. Been running off to team meetings every few days, meeting up with a few friends, etc...
Supposed to be leaving for South Thailand on the 9th...But due to the bombings in Hattyai, everything seems so uncertain now.
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So many changes, so many obstacles.
Don't like this feeling. It feels as if walking on a tight rope. Nothing to cling on to, the ground is 50 feet away. Its easy to get disoriented in this place. Up or down? Down or up? Lose your footing and there isn't even time to panic.
I wish I could be still. Be still and know who is in control of it all. But my heart, my heart. Sometimes I feel that I'm not right.

Your the only one I can ever hold on to.

Be still and know I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth. Psalm 46:10