hall phantom

she's there. but you can't see her. she smiles. but you can't see it. she frowns. but you don't wonder. she screams. but you don't hear her. it's bright. but her shadow isn't there. she's the hall phantom.

Ahhhh...I dunno. Firstly, i realised that in order to get my desired cap(which i shall not proclaim here), i must work hard this sem. Like duh. But I'm taking Jap lang, which is like 2 modules in itself. 50 pages of hiragana and katagana to memorise. help. And that ps module. screw it. The lecturer is the laziest bummer in the universe...Imagine: a german dude who is so lazy he doesn't even bother to use a mike so you cant hear half of what he's saying. he doesnt use powerpoint during lecture. he asks the students not to email him, but ask him questions directly in lecture(what has he, computer phobia???). he doesnt even bother to prepare the lesson. he goes about in circles for half an hour trying to drag on the lesson although all the while he's only talking about one single thing. he interjects his speech with 5 sec pauses and um um um at least 62 times throughout the whole lecture, cos he doesnt seem to know his work properly. and he cant seem to stop refering to his private notes. or coughing. or comenting on mundane things. or exclaiming whenever a student sneezes. he doesn't give out lecture notes, he doesn't do anything. he doesn't provide a coursepack. he doesn't even have a workbin on ivle. like...HUH??? pseudo lecturer...dunno from where one. sigh.
and that publicity thing is driving me crazy. i want to be efficient and stuff, but sorry im not born with amazing IT skills and blessed with contacts. wonder why i agreed to take this project in the first place.
wow. so much for amazing uni life. feeling a little pessimistic. burnt. looking forward to those hiphop classes though haha. maybe can burn some fats. yup..that's all for now... can't wait for saturday=)

Tell me, is it your will? Send me.
whom shall i fear. Psalm 27:1